Life Lesson from My First Love

The start of my story, when I sat down in eight grade at Junior High School . In that moment, I still didn’t know yet all of students in my class and belong to him. First time, I looked at him nothing other my feeling into him, only my hatred was my feeling into him. Of course, all of you wanna ask to me (that), “Why could I hate him ?” The answer which was very simple because he had skin more white than my skin. Moreever, he had habbit which always wear jacket every going to school. I thought that if only he had been a girl like me. Hmmmm… I felt that was better than before. “Hahaha…” of course, all of you were laughing when you heard my reason. Yayaya… I was also confused with my self. Where as, men are in the world which is narrow not only him have habbits like that. But, heart’s feeling really can not be avoided by all of people, belong to me that I really loathed him.

The climax of my story, when I had to sit one group with him. Model of instruction in my school must sit in groups every day. Try to Imagine !!! He who was loathed by me had to meet me in one group every day. Oh, my God… but, I had to learn to accustom my self into him. I would be lose if only my school had been disturb by him, only due to being my group.

I didn’t guess, obviously he who was a diligent person was different with me. He always came early to school and did assignment. But, that’s different with me. I aften came late to school and seldom did assignment. He was also a attentive person in all of his friends. All of his characteristics and attitudes make my hatred lose. One word is “LOVE” which often is said by many people, had bume into my self. Soon after that, I often pushed of my feeling and avoided my feeling. But, the sentence ever had been said by me that heart’s feeling really couldn’t be avoided by all of people, belong to me that I fall in love with him who is my first love.

But , all of it was late. In nine grade, I wasn’t one classmate with him again. Automaticly, I seldom would look at him. And I wasn’t also brave said that, “I love you” until finally, we graduated from Junior High School, and we wasn’t one school again. And now just his shadow which accompany my self. He had gave many life lesson which is “I am not evaluate the appearance of people.” I always wait him, and someday if only I would meet with him again, I really wanna say about my true feeling into him. Although, he’ll push of my love. It’s Ok for me, he know about my true feeling into him most important. And I’ll keep my love until I say to him.